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"..I never met anyone who wasn't important.."


 'please forgive this mini-rant,'but I've read various comments here and there bemoaning the reaction on 'social media' to the recent celebrity deaths and that those deaths are no more 'important' than the thousands of others who have died since the year began and feel the need to at least try to express my feelings and viewpoint as much for myself as anyone...

"Everyone knows that everyone dies.." 

..In the same period we have lost a friend in tragic circumstances and friends and neighbours have lost family members,their losses are personal and are mourned as such..at work I have also witnessed people loose battles with injury and illness,but these 'celebrity' deaths are different in that the reaction to them is really not just about the person who has died...

"Great chunks of my past, detaching themselves like melting icebergs...."

Many of celebrities who have died are the heroes and icons of my childhood,whether it be Victoria Wood or Ronnie Corbet,Bowie or Prince,Alan Rickman or David Margulies,these are the faces,the voices, the talents that helped define my childhood and by extension,me..

"I am being diminished. Whittled away, piece by piece. A man is the sum of his memories, you know....."

and I am as sad for myself,for the 'lost' of another  part of my childhood as I am for the loss of the person.
It makes me realise that I am getting older and am becoming  more and more aware of my own mortality..
selfish? probably ,silly? perhaps,and the world of course keeps spinning regardless,but that doesn't mean it isn't a valid response,these people entertained,inspired,made me think and made me laugh..

"every life is a pile of good things and… bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant." 


these people added to my 

"pile of good things".

And for that I am grateful. 




Tardis skin created by MyntKat. Allons-y!
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'a new journal entry!? surely not!!?!
spurred on by my desire to to try out MyntKat's fab TARDIS journal skin..here we are!!
'life is still ridiculously busy here..my Daughter turned 2 a few weeks ago..and my Wife is really VERY pregnant now and due at the start of August!! 'work in these 'austere'  times is rather harder to come by..but we're hanging on in there & I'm hoping a new locum position (I'm a Operating Theatre Anaesthetic & Recovery Practitioner) is (apparently) going to be coming up soon with more hours..and more importantly...MORE MONEY!!
beyond that..the new series of the greatest TV show in the world-Doctor Who,has started in the UK (& USA) and I'm loving it. 'still very confused about what the hell is happening but really loving the darker tone,the grander scale and the (very) complex plot!! this means my free time is directed towards TEAMEndo's upcoming projects,specifically for me this means 'custom' DVD covers & labels....'bit tricky producing decent artwork when there's very little images available and you are still  trying to avoid 'spoilers' ! I share what I come up with once they are finished...
'beyond that I hopefully will still have time to play with LightWave and maybe..just maybe Daz 3D too....maybe(!)
thanx yet again to all the good folks of DA,but particularly*archangel72367&=karanua,*Arcass,~Harnois75,
*thecosmicdancer and  ~Jetfreak74656  (EDIT: can now 'shamelessly plug!!' -brilliant!) for their frankly relentless generosity,kindness and inspirational,utterly aspirational work..


ow look,SHAMELESS PLUGS:
Starship by archangel72367 A Strange New World by RobCaswell
The Second Wave by Jetfreak-7 Day of the Moon by Luke-Lilly Elisabeth Sladen by Morphinelips89
:thumb206936443: Doctor Who: Fade Away pg 4 by PaulHanley
Friendlies by dmaland Free Trader by karanua
Gallifrey from Mount Perdition by Lupus-deus-est ST: Estrella del Alba WP_2 by Joran-Belar

Mature Content

+Daphne+ by 1B6
Weetabix Doctor Who tribute by jlfletch Let Somebody Else Try First by inkandstardust
Animated Dr Who 5 by Harnois75 Red Movie Dalek by Harnois75
The Eleven Doctors As Chibi by Marker-Mistress The Macra Terror by Marker-Mistress
10th doctor by nightwing1975:thumb60218070: harley quinn by nightwing1975
rassilon's wallpaper by greyfin dressing the doctor by greyfin
Kelvin in orbit by davemetlesits:thumb201776446:


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'thought I'd better do another journal entry before it was Christmas again!!

'firstly thank you to everyone who has faved or just viewed my stuff...very pleased how many people have enjoyed my old aviation photos...all very old stuff now but still great that they seem so popular!
also glad my DVD covers have gone down quite well,got LOADS more to post but time is still at such a premium...have also enjoyed playing with new software to achieve images...lots more like that I hope...


again,'sorry if you've faved my stuff & I've not thanked you..as I said...time,time,time...
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Christmas come & gone & the UK is now freezing in an artic winter-the worst for 30 years..simply going to the shops or work is nigh-on impossible it seems,with this and Tilly to look after,time is again at a premium,but my TEAMEndo projects are getting done at the cost of a few hours sleep(!!)

'hopefully as these get completed (I'm not sure if it's appropriate to post DVD covers in an 'art' forum?)I will hopefully have time for other stuff!

time will tell!!
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Christmas is approaching way too quick so no time for new artwork yet beyond mY TEAMEndo commitments but just wanted to thank all the friends,old & new I've met and made here on deviantart,thank you (cos I rarely get he chance) for your faves and for your interest in my amateurish attempts at 'real' artwork and particularly those who've been generous enough to give or create pieces for/to me...I PROMISE to make full and good use of them in the new year!

' please enjoy your holidays however you celebrate them and if you can see the end of an era as the 10th Doctor reaches 'the end of time'

he was brilliant-and so are you!!


HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
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